And what a paradox! All that anxiety and fear, and yet the vast majority of experiences were entertaining, playful and beautiful in the extreme. Why would our mind have such fear and anxiety over such experiences at those? The answer to those kind of questions proved telling.
In my garden are dozens of things that poison human beings. Yet none of them is controlled in any way. Some have been synthesised into everyday drugs, to ensure dosages in most cases, and that's that. If I used some to murder then the crime would be mine, not the plant's.
You can drink as much alcohol as you like to the point of loss of consciousness, but it's not likely you will remember what happened to any great degree.
Isn't that the crux of DMT and similar ?. That we DO remember, we ARE present in the experience, we can never Un-see what we saw ? The veil of normality is whisked away. We now know what lays beneath the surface.
Until we had telescopes, microscopes, artificial light, sensing equipment, and chemical trace tests much was hidden. Is DMT a Mind Microscope ?
To Truly see, all at once, that a tree is made up of individual coloured leaves and bark, not a splodge of a coloured shape, to see people laying on grass where the green is reflected up and onto their white skin,but the brain filters that out to a normal shaded face or limb.To see a playing dart on every centimetre of the journey to the dartboard, like a film roll of images, not a blur whizzing past ?
Most people just sit and soak up the experiences, no need to do much else.
It's a common human condition to want to get 'off your head'.Get out of the human body and what ails it, or turn into something other people causing problems can't control.
All day we have little aches here, itches, nerves twitching, even panic attacks from nowhere, with no apparent reason. We can't see the causes.
Those entities you describe are so similar to what people who have inbuilt abilities for out of body experiences encountered.They also describe things like huge scissors.
It seems when you 'let go 'things find you. When you don't 'let go' imagination runs riot. I have a clear line between hallucinations and when the veil lifts.
We still have the wedding veil tradition all the way from the Mysteries of Isis and further back, lift it and behold the mysterious woman and her secrets...:)
And yes, Playful, which is a kind of crime these days for an adult. Just my thoughts for a very long time.