This tells me you're likely a balanced thinker, Darryl. Well said.
But how curious are you about the former? There's another thing. Right now it looks like your interest is mainly in PK, for PK's sake. I may be wrong, of course, but the feeling I get is that your sense of 'wonderment', at this time, is mainly in the mind's generally unrecognized potential, as those things apply to telekinesis and related subjects...?
On that note, I would like to ask you this, can you share with me/us some of the experiments that you have undertaken in this regard? Which ones worked, in addition to the one you said you were able to make work under repeated studies? How would you describe your internal state, if in these other experiments, you also felt inner changes? And what do you make of those changes?