So, that was all. Never again did I experiment with that kind of substance.
I believe that, since I'm schizophrenic, the impact of that trip fell short of any revelation or alternate experience. As I said before, I had my first and most profound hallucination years later on my own. That was freakish and I interpreted it as supernatural, since I did not know at that time that I was a schizophrenic. It took being in the hospital years later before I was informed by a doctor that I had the disease. He had made that diagnosis after testing me with ink blots, in which I told him what each blot looked like.
So, I have no interest in psychotropic experiences.
The virtue of a highly evolved being embraces all people and things and dispels the darkness which isolates them.
Hua Hu Ching-primary lesson.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 07-Jan-18 20:02 by Itatw70s.