>>That what scares me Mark. I am afraid it will cost me dearly.<<

I noticed you gained mastery over your concerns in subsequent messages lower on down in this huge thread. ;)

There's nothing wrong with fear, IMO. It kinda puts a nice, sharp edge on things -- and if one masters it (note: no suppression of fear, just mastery), things come into sharp edged clarity. I'm thinking about Jesus in the garden of Gesthemane . . .

>>I had a bad dream last nite.<<

You too? All I know is my sleep was troubled (I think I may have mentioned in a previous post that I rarely remember my dreams much past waking). This is in contra-distinction to some really good dreams in the previous week (whatever they were about). :)

How do you think about dreams, Claude? Care to start another thread?

Warm thoughts coming at you,
Mark