I have particular "pains" in certain areas of my body, the evidence of a flaw or misgiving of my energy-flow. My lower back is a recurring ache. The lower back upholds the torso and head. Why is mine so weak? I do sit alot, but that does not explain the suffering. I suspect that my lower back, that which supports my upper parts, is not strong enough to sustain a continual position of straightness up my spine.
I take it and move on.
I do admit that a label of "sinner" temporarily eludes the facts of life; that being alive is wrought with pain and suffering. That COULD BE THE VERY DESCRIPTION of sin. Why so much suffering? It is bacause of flaws in our thinking and doing. Why would I say THAT? I propose that a mental weakness pervades our potential longevity. We are degrading toward eventual death. This is the contrary to life!!
So, our bodies align with the pestilent areas of weakness. Mine is a weak back; that which holds my stature upright when the back is working properly. It recurs a lot of the time. I believe that my bodily constitution is flawed because I fail to be well due to my fears and uncertainties. It obviously is a lack of constitution of bravery and appreciation for life itself.
Anyways, such is the nature of "sin"---the inability to reckon that goodness is a VITALITY that would keep me straight-backed if I adorned my conscience with gratitude and grace. Therefore, my body degenerates slowly. If I was "well" then I would literally be healthy overall. Being a negative adversary to my health is the downside of being a sinner; that is, a coward and a weakling. I know this is true.
So, don't disbelieve my testimony: pain is the result of angst and fear about life in general. I could not bring about any change for the better. So, I degenerate in specific areas of my body. Don't forget that the mind (brain) can only provide a facsimile to that incontinence of conscience. I should not be wary of life; but should be competent of the ability to heal and BE WELL. This, then, is my shortcoming: fear and dread. What else could my body do except to simulate my flaws of consciousness?
That is the veritable reason for pain.
The virtue of a highly evolved being embraces all people and things and dispels the darkness which isolates them.
Hua Hu Ching-primary lesson.
Edited 5 time(s). Last edit at 13-Sep-20 20:10 by Itatw70s.