Just a note- I may have done worse than you, James. I gave up the Gospel as being a mythology. I was going through the motions of religion. I failed to be Skeptical of questionable authors of book that I read, but I thought about it and came to the conclusion that those arguements were well presented and viable for understanding HUMAN NATURE.

Each new Age in the precession cycle of the astrological signs were determined to be a LAUNCHING OF NEW IDEOLOGIES to fit that Age. But the trick was to employ a New Religion (based heavily upon the previous empires and their religions).

So, consider yourself exonerated for your FREEDOM OF CHOICE, a basic human right. Very few people stand up for their considerations as valid and true for themselves. I just shared my consideration.