You know, I stick around because there is always more "to follow". I am not done yet. I like (and sometimes dislike) my own posts. When Eric Clapton won the Album of the Year for his "Unplugged", I remember him saying, "I never really liked this album" (or thereabouts). He was an EXAMPLE of our own disillusionment for our own works.
I have disillusionment in my thread, "Incomprehensible". That is to be EXPECTED from our own contributions. High-minded intellectualism is no match for honest personal evaluation, whatever the outcome. It could get worse, or better. Who knows?
The virtue of a highly evolved being embraces all people and things and dispels the darkness which isolates them.
Hua Hu Ching-primary lesson.