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I really like what you write here. I also love your royal flush. My heading "answers" I will come to in a minute, not that I have solved the riddle of life.
I also grew up a Protestant, in Denmark, but could not make heads or tails of Jesus' birth nor death. Neither the sugar sweet persona with blond hair he has been made in to.
Nevertheless, as a person who was never carefree, but always thinking, that was what I was doing, trying to figure things out. I always quite liked the Jesus who seemed kind to the underdog.
Very briefly about myself: Got married, divorced, immigrated alone with two small kids to Australia, where I had an uncle. Not easy! But I chose to believe what this man Jesus is supposed to have said, that if you really have faith you can ask for anything and it will be given you. Even move mountains. Surely, only a metaphor, but still. Being not quite the average I decided to challenge this. Ha, by psychokinesis, just like you do. Where do I get a mountain? Maybe size is irrelevant, so I got the idea of throwing dice. I sort of prayed, but not like in church, now I can see that it is something else, call it visualisation. Sending my own thought out, probably to that field Sheldrake is on about, can't right now remember the word.
I started out modestly with one dice, but progressed to six and then I was brave enough to want six sixes, and when they came my heart nearly blew a hole in my chest! It was all done after the kids were in bed, all alone, no chance of proving this to anybody. I even repeated it a few times, but then it dropped to five sixes and one other. But I also did it with one after the other, unlike first where I did them all at the same time. Like with Rhine, after a while it bores you and you can't do it as well any more. It has already been proved, so what is the point?
Call me a lier. Call it chance, delusion. AFTER this, I discovered a book in the library about the Rhine experiments with dice. Have you come across the word "library Angel"? It is finding just the book you need at this moment. To this day it happens to me a lot.
I also sat, all by myself trying to guess cards. Shuffled them, relaxed, drowsed off, took a card, so I could not see it, and guessed correctly, several times. I don't think it was guessing, I somehow knew. Tried it with some friends across the room, got it spot on, the guy who held the card knew we did not cheat, the others believed we did.
Then later came the drawings in sealed envelopes with work colleges and friends, and I still have them.

This is all just demonstrations of how we are of one consciousness. What about the loving God, looking after us? VERY GOOD QUESTION, and you are not the only one asking.
Well, I care very much about others and give to charities, as I am a bleeding heart, which some snear at. I as a person, has had struggles and overcome them up to now. I am near the end of my life and dread the end in case it might hurt. But as I am writing this, there is bugger all wrong with me. Nothing wrong I think, except a bit slower. Soon to be 87. I have prayed/visualised all my life AND GOT, received, plenty! Also worked very hard at everything, but got that extra help when needed. No kidding. What Jesus said works. I am no better than anybody, being good has nothing to do with it.

So why all the evil? Does there have to be evil? Who is doing the evil? Well, a lot of humans are, but there are also germs and defects. Could it maybe be true, about reincarnations and learning the hard way that love is the only answer? I would like that to be so, as it sounds like a good explanation, and what with the researchers who have done something to find out, apart from all the anecdotes.

Answers. I have been answered, many, many times. I have also written a lot down, synchronicities and all. I don't go to any church, waste of time for me, but if it is of comfort to some, why knock it? It will sort itself out in time. Will science be of help? What was it Einstein said about science and religion are no good without each other. He did not pray either, like you.
I do, but not in the religious way. And I receive, not because I am any better, I receive for asking. Nice! I like it!


Darryl Sloan Wrote:
> drrayeye Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > How would you propose testing your belief?
> > If it's not testable, isn't it just like your
> > former Christian belief?
> Great question, Ray.
> My philosophy is essentially pantheism and
> non-duality. I don't subcribe to these views out
> of personal preference. For instance, I don't
> believe there's a plan for my life, mapped out by
> some higher power. It would be comforting, but I
> can't fool myself that it would be true, not when
> the data shows that this is a world where children
> are raped, killed, or die of malnutrition. Nothing
> is taking care of us. So the "God" that I beleive
> in isn't a personal divinity that I can pray to.
> Why not just abandon the idea of God, then? you
> might ask. Because atheism/naturalism doesn't cut
> it, either. We live in a Universe of phenomena
> that requires explanation, a Universe that
> mysteriously began in a highly ordered state and
> has been getting more disordered ever since
> (entropy). So I subscribe to pantheism because
> it's what I'm left with after I deal with
> monotheism and atheism. So, it's by a process of
> elimination, really.
> Non-duality is actually easier to defend, because
> all of science's attempts at a Theory of
> Everything are "field" theories. In a field,
> everything is a unity. Reality doesn't consist of
> fundamentally separate objects floating in space.
> It may appear to be like that, but that is a
> surface appearance over a more fundamental
> quantum-entangled reality. The question is not
> whether non-duality is true, but what *kind* of
> non-duality is true. Science is currently not
> regarding consciousness as a very important aspect
> of non-duality, whereas I see it as central.
> Science sees a non-duality of the material
> Universe, with consciousness being a largely
> insignificant factor of that. I see consciousness
> as being as significant as matter, if not more so,
> and my fascination with psychokinesis was a way of
> trying to make that testable. Scientists like Dean
> Radin have done far greater work than me in this
> regard.
> My book is called "I, Universe", not because my
> ego is so gigantic that I think I'm the Universe,
> but because there is no "I" inside my head. The
> ego is a fiction (albeit a useful and necessary
> one). But in terms of the fundamental nature of
> reality, the only intelligent way to use the word
> "I" is in reference to the whole, because the
> Universe (literally "undivided turning") is a
> unity.
> Best
> Darryl

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Parapsychology and wonderment 34525 Darryl Sloan 03-Jun-19 19:34
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 262 greengirl5 03-Jun-19 23:08
u-tube 246 greengirl5 04-Jun-19 03:54
Re: u-tube 241 greengirl5 04-Jun-19 06:17
Re: u-tube 241 Darryl Sloan 04-Jun-19 19:02
Re: u-tube 232 Darryl Sloan 04-Jun-19 18:58
Re: u-tube 214 greengirl5 04-Jun-19 22:29
Meaningful dreams 238 Darryl Sloan 04-Jun-19 18:47
Re: Meaningful dreams 221 greengirl5 04-Jun-19 22:46
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 231 Poster Boy 04-Jun-19 22:29
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 234 greengirl5 04-Jun-19 23:08
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 221 Eddie Larry 05-Jun-19 01:08
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 233 greengirl5 05-Jun-19 03:15
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 298 Eddie Larry 05-Jun-19 20:51
Who was Jesus? 256 Darryl Sloan 06-Jun-19 11:27
Re: Who was Jesus? 219 greengirl5 06-Jun-19 14:37
Re: Who was Jesus? 255 Poster Boy 06-Jun-19 15:49
Re: Who was Jesus? 226 greengirl5 06-Jun-19 22:21
Re: Who was Jesus? 224 Poster Boy 06-Jun-19 23:06
Re: Who was Jesus? And who were the Mayans? 223 greengirl5 06-Jun-19 23:40
And who were the Mayans? 231 Poster Boy 07-Jun-19 15:41
Winter solstice 2012 218 greengirl5 07-Jun-19 22:40
Re: Winter solstice 2012 233 Poster Boy 07-Jun-19 23:21
Re: Winter solstice 2012 210 greengirl5 07-Jun-19 23:51
Re: Who was Jesus? 219 Darryl Sloan 08-Jun-19 20:16
Questions 236 drrayeye 08-Jun-19 20:47
Re: Questions 248 Darryl Sloan 10-Jun-19 19:02
Re: Questions and maybe some answers? 212 greengirl5 11-Jun-19 00:03
Re: Questions and maybe some answers? 213 Darryl Sloan 14-Jun-19 09:28
Good and evil 208 greengirl5 14-Jun-19 22:59
Re: Good and evil 201 Darryl Sloan 17-Jun-19 11:19
Re: Questions 223 drrayeye 11-Jun-19 07:19
Re: Questions 210 Darryl Sloan 14-Jun-19 09:13
Scientists and Dualism 199 drrayeye 14-Jun-19 16:30
Re: Scientists and Dualism 212 Darryl Sloan 17-Jun-19 12:03
Re: Scientists and Dualism 218 drrayeye 17-Jun-19 16:10
Re: Scientists and Dualism 221 Susan Doris 17-Jun-19 17:25
Consciousness and the perceptual environment 215 drrayeye 18-Jun-19 04:10
Re: Who was Jesus? 226 Poster Boy 08-Jun-19 21:11
Re: Who was Jesus? 225 Darryl Sloan 10-Jun-19 19:20
A scholarly alternative 238 drrayeye 07-Jun-19 06:46
Re: A scholarly alternative 227 Darryl Sloan 10-Jun-19 19:09
Re: A scholarly alternative 245 Eddie Larry 11-Jun-19 21:19
Re: A scholarly alternative 228 greengirl5 11-Jun-19 22:11
Re: A scholarly alternative 246 Eddie Larry 11-Jun-19 22:21
Re: A scholarly alternative 230 SandyJesse 15-Jun-19 05:14
Re: A scholarly alternative 205 Darryl Sloan 17-Jun-19 11:23
Tiberius Julius Cotys Philocaesar Eusebes 216 Eddie Larry 17-Jun-19 22:32
Re: Tiberius Julius Cotys Philocaesar Eusebes 224 SandyJesse 18-Jun-19 02:56
Re: Tiberius Julius Cotys Philocaesar Eusebes 209 Eddie Larry 18-Jun-19 03:03
Re: A scholarly alternative 223 Darryl Sloan 13-Jun-19 11:58
Re: A scholarly alternative 224 Eddie Larry 13-Jun-19 14:04
Re: A scholarly alternative 208 Darryl Sloan 17-Jun-19 11:28
Re: A scholarly alternative 212 Eddie Larry 17-Jun-19 13:08
Follow me - on Facebook....... 203 greengirl5 17-Jun-19 23:10
Re: Follow me - on Facebook....... 211 Eddie Larry 18-Jun-19 01:42
After the resurrection...... 217 greengirl5 18-Jun-19 06:02
Re: After the resurrection...... 206 Eddie Larry 18-Jun-19 13:32
Well said 216 drrayeye 18-Jun-19 04:38
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 232 Darryl Sloan 06-Jun-19 10:05
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 213 Darryl Sloan 05-Jun-19 14:48
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 219 Poster Boy 05-Jun-19 15:37
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 219 Darryl Sloan 06-Jun-19 10:55
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 218 Poster Boy 06-Jun-19 15:38
au contraire 243 drrayeye 04-Jun-19 23:15
Re: au contraire 217 Darryl Sloan 05-Jun-19 15:05
Re: au contraire 245 drrayeye 05-Jun-19 19:56
Re: au contraire 224 Darryl Sloan 06-Jun-19 10:08
Re: au contraire 221 greengirl5 06-Jun-19 13:48
Re: au contraire 810 Poster Boy 06-Jun-19 15:31
Re: au contraire 230 drrayeye 06-Jun-19 16:11
Re: au contraire 232 Poster Boy 06-Jun-19 16:16
Consciousness 216 greengirl5 06-Jun-19 23:27
Our brains 228 greengirl5 07-Jun-19 00:56
Re: Consciousness 222 Darryl Sloan 13-Jun-19 11:50
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 250 Susan Doris 07-Jun-19 06:03
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 277 greengirl5 07-Jun-19 07:47
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 246 Susan Doris 07-Jun-19 07:53
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 231 greengirl5 07-Jun-19 23:59
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 233 Darryl Sloan 08-Jun-19 19:22
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 224 greengirl5 08-Jun-19 22:44
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 225 Susan Doris 09-Jun-19 05:23
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 235 SandyJesse 09-Jun-19 06:24
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 237 Susan Doris 09-Jun-19 07:19
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 221 greengirl5 09-Jun-19 09:12
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 233 Susan Doris 09-Jun-19 10:03
There it is again 213 greengirl5 09-Jun-19 12:07
Re: There it is again 230 Susan Doris 09-Jun-19 14:49
You know? 237 greengirl5 10-Jun-19 00:36
Re: You know? 217 Susan Doris 10-Jun-19 10:49
Re: You know? 220 greengirl5 10-Jun-19 13:47
Re: You know? 226 Eddie Larry 11-Jun-19 00:09
Re: You know? 200 Eddie Larry 11-Jun-19 21:43
Re: You know? 217 greengirl5 11-Jun-19 21:58
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 244 SandyJesse 10-Jun-19 06:38
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 244 greengirl5 10-Jun-19 09:48
How to make gold 234 greengirl5 15-Jun-19 07:47
Re: How to make gold 208 Darryl Sloan 17-Jun-19 11:07
Re: How to make gold 242 Susan Doris 17-Jun-19 17:31
Re: How to make gold 200 Darryl Sloan 18-Jun-19 08:15
Re: How to make gold 212 Susan Doris 18-Jun-19 09:41
Re: How to make gold 222 greengirl5 18-Jun-19 13:10
Re: How to make gold 223 Susan Doris 18-Jun-19 13:37
Re: How to make gold 209 greengirl5 18-Jun-19 23:30
Re: How to make gold 208 drrayeye 18-Jun-19 18:09
Re: How to make gold 207 greengirl5 18-Jun-19 23:14
Re: How to make gold 197 Darryl Sloan 20-Jun-19 11:44
The "para" is not going away, it is getting stronger. 204 greengirl5 20-Jun-19 23:32
Re: The "para" is not going away, it is getting stronger. 212 Susan Doris 21-Jun-19 09:43
Re: The "para" is not going away, it is getting stronger. 194 greengirl5 21-Jun-19 12:18
Re: How to make gold 209 Susan Doris 21-Jun-19 06:18
Re: How to make gold 191 greengirl5 21-Jun-19 12:14
Re: How to make gold 208 Susan Doris 21-Jun-19 14:42
Re: How to make gold 214 greengirl5 21-Jun-19 23:30
Re: How to make gold 201 Susan Doris 22-Jun-19 05:14
Re: How to make gold 198 greengirl5 22-Jun-19 06:26
Re: How to make gold 195 Susan Doris 22-Jun-19 07:04
Re: How to make gold 207 greengirl5 22-Jun-19 23:49
Re: How to make gold 194 Darryl Sloan 24-Jun-19 18:25
defying naturalistic explanations 206 drrayeye 24-Jun-19 23:32
Re: defying naturalistic explanations 182 Darryl Sloan 26-Jun-19 21:09
Science vs. speculation 464 drrayeye 26-Jun-19 21:57
Re: How to make gold 193 Susan Doris 25-Jun-19 05:57
Great advice to scientists! 197 greengirl5 25-Jun-19 07:24
Re: Great advice to scientists! 189 Susan Doris 25-Jun-19 10:07
Re: Great advice to scientists! 206 greengirl5 26-Jun-19 00:25
a very creative scientist shares his insights 191 drrayeye 25-Jun-19 11:50
Re: a very creative scientist shares his insights 208 Susan Doris 25-Jun-19 14:00
Re: How to make gold 183 Darryl Sloan 24-Jun-19 18:09
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 219 rulebook54 24-Jun-19 22:35
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 208 greengirl5 25-Jun-19 00:31
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 188 Susan Doris 25-Jun-19 06:05
Re: Parapsychology and wonderment 195 greengirl5 25-Jun-19 07:11
Big consciousness, little consciousness. 191 greengirl5 25-Jun-19 02:37

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