> Maybe the earthlings are masquerading as gardeners
What I said? Meant? It was too close, it elicited a response from my still traumatized being ... Maybe I shodn't post anymore?
Bit too close to the ruin of yesterday.
Yesterday may have been the worst day of my life since my son died.
It involved the Y's gardener, and the internet porn lady from Iran who has been stalking me and blundering aroind inside my mental space looking for (ha, ha) her lost soul.
Her concept of "my" and "mine" would give you pause, it is spoken behind the mind of a toddler!!! Terrible.
In there she is all bad, bad advice and big trouble!! And plays innocent to the max.
She's a day tripper of another stripe, and underneath possibly slightly sociopathic, but very pleasant to sheeple. She is an apex predatod in power, but not mind.
At the Y. In her presence something happened using my eyes. Never again.
That the gardener and the Y traimer could be brothers, only the gardener is wiser just makes it harder, and everyone thinks you ate still wet behind the ears. I lack adequate coping skills, I grabbed my purse & fled the scenen
It was a bit more complex, what REALLY made me angry was she giggled and laughed at me! And then she tried to psychically hook me!! Tactically.
After "using" my eyes ... For a Evil, ugly piece of work.
Using ME, as the proxy, as the fall guy, she was so happy with herself.
Seriously, how can beings be aware, and yet so flippant and devil may care?
What she did will likely cost decades of someones life, one does not "nod in" a Sagitta without first looking both ways and doing the math of the cost, and setting the accepting party.
AND, this is EXACTLY THE WRONG TIMING ... RE Earth ages.
It makes me want to leave this beautiful blue planet of a sheep farm. Very serious!
She has left her helper being inside my mind, and together they will rob me blind and run me off the cliff.
She is from big money media, and wants "my", not her lost one (soul .. slave lap dog?)
Her's possiblyy ran away!! In its place, I would have.
Is she a vampire?
Her spirit animal is a wolf that looks like Cosby, and the gloves would have fit!!
It wanted rape and theft of my purse in the first encounter.
The sexual slavers are THE WORST!! ABSOLUTELY THE WORST.
Sorry you asked?
I am here for the Truth.
No one much wants to hear it, but I want, actly MUST understa d it.
I will have to save myself, everyone else wants money or nookie, or both, and I have no defender that I am aware of. In reality, it makes the suicide solutiin apealing, if morally incorrect.
Mind is the rider.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 27-Jul-17 01:06 by SallyA.