It reminds me of the Cosmic Background radiation-a drone of sameness with some variation. What to expect? I like being alive, but responsibilities take precedence; I have to survive!! I look around at the traffic while I'm delivering and see the multitudes hurrying around here and there. What is going on?!! What shall I make of it? You must be blessed to have country to live in. The cities that I've visited are so congested; a constant drone. It is frightening to witness. What can be said about it?!!
I also know that I have an insane mind, whether in dreams or in reality. I continually repeat the same mistakes, "expecting different results": a famous quote of a 12-step fellowship I used to attend. If I have any recourse, I have yet to find it. Where am I going everyday?!!
Yet, somehow, I pick myself up off of the ground and resume the need for survival, just AS IT IS. I wonder all of the time, "what is this?"
Please don't think I'm hating anything, just remember, we humans do have choices to make, but at my age the prospects are slim. I AM DOING what I like. It is the SIDE EFFECTS that are tough to bear.
Here's an apt song for the hour:
The virtue of a highly evolved being embraces all people and things and dispels the darkness which isolates them.
Hua Hu Ching-primary lesson.
Edited 2 time(s). Last edit at 28-Sep-19 16:39 by Itatw70s.