It amazes me that I am declared to be those things that Susan so generously provides in her responses. It can only be her individuated opinion. In fact, lots of different people puzzle me. I remember in 2nd grade that a boy was ranting to me about something I can neither remember nor care about. But the emotional hurt was very REAL to me. I felt THREATENED in my body. So I ran away as any child might do from a dangerous display of violence from another.
Today, I allow people to be themself, but I fail to influence people because I follow my heart and rationalize the aspects of Reality that interest me. So, how can I be condoned as some kind of rebel with no wits nor intelligence to manage my thought-life and heartfelt energies to describe the ponderings that I employ everyday?
Surely I am bewildered that, again, someone RANTS against my very BEST logical thinking. I just don't understand these comments thrown my way, as though I somehow trespassed upon someone's mind. Did I? I don't really know FOR SURE. I am left with a bad taste in my mouth. I tried to comprehend the contrary opinion, yet I do NOT KNOW. It is the very same DON'T KNOW that is presented as an explanation for the contradiction of another's MIND.
Truly puzzles me!!!!
Here are some lyrics to consider:
The first time I went to Chicago I was previous to my sixteenth birthday (1970) with my parents. I remember the in-town interstate system.
The second time I went to Chicago in 1979 I experienced a very negative response to my presence. I was alone and very sensitive to the overall "Cosmic messages" to vacate that city with all haste. I was not wanted nor needed there. So I left to save my very life. It was a dangerous place for me.
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