I have done my part. You are on your own. No-one is going to teach you how to access the Collective. I won't. It's your job to teach yourself. I could never give you the methodology, since it is a PERSONAL DECISION to look into the records. There may be books out there, but still, it is A PERSONAL ADVENTURE to access those records. I can't teach you how to dream, or live within a VISION of such records. Your own subconcious knows the way; but you won't go outside your locked door to all of the Universal Wonders.
THERE IS NO SHAME IN EXPERIMENTATION. It is your life, not mine. I have my satisfaction of inquiry and the ensueing results. "Seek and you will find" as the Bible says.
No seek, no speak. Self deception is a psychological FACT. Do you REALLY want to be STUCK in a daze of incongruent ideas? To say, extensively, that ANOTHER PERSON should proove these facts to you is the same thing as saying, "row the boat for me", while the oarsman is asleep or even dead. Why would you put yourself in such needless jeopardy?
This one life is your only chance to "get it right"? Will you waste your remaining years on, slight conjectures of poor quality information from the PAST? Today is the 21st century. Today new questions are arising about the VERY NATURE of things paranormal as well as normal. The brain, the quantuum worldview, the synchronicities phenomena, the exercise of telepathy, the whole causes of human consciousness upon matter, the very individuation phenomenon of the study of consciousness and last, but NOT LEAST, the reality of Cosmic Consciousness (which has been known since 1900 AD).
How can you leave this place EMPTYHANDED? Carry at least a vision of THE IMPOSSIBLE. I really can't make you KNOW, yet I MAY BE INFLUENTIAL enough to render a newer approach to all that is POSSIBLE IN THIS LIFE!!
If not, then there really is absolutely NO MORE TO SAY. You are on your own course down a narrow creek. All I can say is DON'T GET LOST. Reason within yourself the WHOLE STRUCTURE of Reality. Get on an investigation of your OWN CHOICE. No one can STOP you and no one can help you.