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Just to be stable for a while, I woke up later than usual and I am refreshed.

Look, I know that I have a mental condition. If you have never watched "A Beautiful Mind", about a genius scientist, then you would know that being so burdened with a "wild" mind is absolutely tragic. So much possibility is scrambled like eggs and can't be ADJUSTED, only inhibited by medication. I spent too many times being "blown away" by unruly visions and voices. I NEVER LIKED being so out of control. It is a good thing that I grew up in a stable environment because my CONSCIOUS mind had been given some tools to manage at least my impulses. A Christian background in childhood allowed me a worldview that surpasses any disheveled mindstate that DID upset my daily life.

I can be enthusiastic, sometimes TOO ENTHUSIASTIC, like in the movie. It is the nature of this brain processing disfunction. It is a boat on the ocean of consciousness that only has oars to move along. I suspect that NORMAL folks have a proper SPEEDBOAT type of mind; more practical and useful than a broken brain. I realize that I was always monitored by family and doctors of mental conditions. My youth as a teenager was tragic and it took me into my 30's before I could be responsible. That was the very last thing that my dad said about me before he passed on.

So, I am that way. Medication and responsibility to the truth about life has helped me to grow up. At 64 I still am like a child, as my thirty-something manager tells me often. The assistant-manager has difficulty understanding my impulses, and frankly, I don't understand them either. I try to evaluate my mind, but who can evaluate an animal? I believe that my brain is still in the mammalian region more than in the cortex "human" brain. It concerns me a lot, since I have to live with this messy brain.

I get enthusiastic about anything that is unusual, like quantum physics. In fact, it took me a long while to actually ACCEPT the premises of "spooky" action in the field of modern physics. I just have laid my cards on the table and I know some of you folks may be disheartened with my viewpoints. I know that this actually makes others shy of me. That is a price I pay to interact with others.

So, have a great day. See you later.

Uncreated and Uncreatable...
Which neither space nor time touches.

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The Quantum Enigma 1117 greengirl5 21-Nov-18 02:09
Re: The Quantum Enigma 157 Susan Doris 21-Nov-18 07:15
Re: The Quantum Enigma 153 drrayeye 21-Nov-18 11:44
Re: The Quantum Realm--video 157 Itatw70s 21-Nov-18 12:45
Great video! 145 drrayeye 21-Nov-18 17:16
Re: Great video! 143 Itatw70s 21-Nov-18 19:19
Re: The Quantum Enigma 135 Eddie Larry 22-Nov-18 00:01
Re: The Quantum Realm--video 141 Itatw70s 22-Nov-18 00:40
You may have had trouble with Bohm 148 drrayeye 22-Nov-18 07:42
Re: You may have had trouble with Bohm 139 Itatw70s 22-Nov-18 15:27
Re: You may have had trouble with Bohm 135 drrayeye 22-Nov-18 18:24
Re: You may have had trouble with Bohm 126 Itatw70s 22-Nov-18 20:56
Re: You may have had trouble with Bohm 128 greengirl5 22-Nov-18 21:03
Re: You may have had trouble with Bohm 128 greengirl5 22-Nov-18 20:59
Re: You may have had trouble with Bohm 128 Itatw70s 22-Nov-18 23:53
Re: You may have had trouble with Bohm 146 drrayeye 23-Nov-18 01:40
Re: You may have had trouble with Bohm 127 Itatw70s 24-Nov-18 20:03
Beyond camera analogy: hologram 127 drrayeye 24-Nov-18 20:55
Re: Beyond camera analogy: hologram 128 Enigcom 24-Nov-18 21:03
Re: Beyond camera analogy: hologram 135 Itatw70s 25-Nov-18 00:27
Re: Beyond camera analogy: hologram 127 drrayeye 25-Nov-18 05:12
"The light from the object is scattered directly onto the recording medium". 133 Itatw70s 25-Nov-18 07:33
Sleepless nights. 134 greengirl5 25-Nov-18 07:46
Re: Sleepless nights. 125 drrayeye 25-Nov-18 13:13
Re: "The light from the object is scattered directly onto the recording medium". 134 drrayeye 25-Nov-18 13:10
Re: "The light from the object is scattered directly onto the recording medium". 128 Itatw70s 25-Nov-18 16:08
Enthusiasme 128 greengirl5 25-Nov-18 22:10
Re: Enthusiasme 133 Itatw70s 25-Nov-18 23:22
Thanks 124 drrayeye 28-Nov-18 12:26
Re: Thanks 125 greengirl5 28-Nov-18 21:10
Re: Thanks 209 Itatw70s 29-Nov-18 00:43


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