Listen, thinking you're a god is not normal in any situation. It's blasphemy (for those of you religiously inclined) for starters. Second, as a religious nutter you have two choices: 1) he IS the second coming or the Messiah and you've missed the Rapture (pity that, you were so looking forward to it); or 2) he's not a god but just said he was...which is blasphemy and violates Commandment 1. Neither of which you should be happy about as a Christian.
The third option is that he's just plain crazy and it's past time for a psych evaluation.
Those are the facts. If you can't deal with that, it's not my problem. It's yours, and you need to seek professional help to help you come to terms with it.
Ray gets credit for trying, but you guys are a lost cause, so we'll leave you to wallow in hate, fear, rage and bitterness. You'll die that way, too.