I'm not paranoid. To be paranoid i'd have to feel threatened. Let's agree to disagree. I've said enough. I was glad to read your rebuttals. Maybe others will reflect on your words. It is your stage not mine. Throwing around the names of Lomas, Temple etc is irrelevant. I respect their authority (literarily speaking) but I'm not impressed by it. You are not dealing with a novice. Non of those men released anything that was not already available to the uninitiated without a little digging. I've yet to here any of them discuss topics like clandestine lodges, variations of ritual within Grand Lodge jurisdictions etc.
Take care, no harm intended. You already recognize the advantages of learning from people you may be philosophically opposed too. You need not stoop to pretentious remarks like "people like me". It is beneath you.