Studying Khufu's Pyramid because I thought I saw something in its construction allowed me to use circles to define a whole new perspective of what it was planned from, and I published that online a few years back and further correlations are being discovered now with the new scanning being done on it which, in a way, ties in with a few things from my pyramid analysis. I was asked to write an article on it and that should be in the articles section sooner or later...depending on when Holly puts it up (Graham's research assistant).
Anyways...I guess all this just means: don't let anyone tell you that your not doing the right thing in anything you are doing. All your trials and tribulations, just like those of everyone who exists and has existed, are just doing the best they can, no matter the horrors that sometimes occur...no matter times when folks would just like things to end...especially when they think "I want out! ---- fire or water?"...and especially no matter that we can be as poor as buggery and living out of a tent out in the bush for a few weeks because a really dark time has descended. It's accepting our lot and looking at it from the outside rather than from the inside that allows us to see that maybe, just maybe, this is all just a dream - or nightmare - and we'll wake up one day to find things aren't at all what we thought they were.
Isn't that what the AEs and those enlightened folks before and after them were trying to work out?...which is the real reality...how to 'hack the matrix'...how to reside with the 'gods' once death had arrived...
But isn't it how one has just one chance at life that matters? Oh, how I envy folks who bear children...who leave a legacy in the world...who give us the chance to have life itself.
Yeah, we can make our own choices, and sometimes our choices are made for us, and we can run away, go somewhere else, or stay trapped in a shitty situation...but we can also find something within us that none can take away: peace.
I pretty much like any and everyone, no matter who they are, and if they are an idiot in something they choose to do that harms me or another...well...I deal with it in the fashion it should be dealt with.
So...keep thinking, keep dreaming, keep watching, keep alive, and let that magic behind the veil of Existence light you up.