It would seem that you are tapped into something that you cannot possibly understand. Maybe I can help you out some with it.
If you want to know what happened back then, then listen to the song 'Sally Go 'Round the Roses', by the Jaynetts.(pay close attention to the album cover, the one with the girl laying her head on her palm). Then read up on the Jaynetts. Then read the Westcar Papyrus(especially the one about the turquoise pendant). Then read up on Khasekhemwy.
Is nice song anyway,...what have you got to lose?